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Cris just called. He was at the rave. Calling me to check and see if I could make it to the rave. He picked Cheng Leong up earlier on, if not mistaken. I just got back home from a yum char session with Simon at Steven's Corner. Was nice. Got to know Simon a little better. Never knew he would talk this much online. Was weird though. He told me about how he's fed up with life and stuff. And oh, relationships. Talking about that, we were in the car when this radio DJ said something about " It is worth all the pain that you go through if you were to gain happiness after that ". He didn't say it that way but it meant that, as so Simon explained. We did have a little debate on it. Hrmphs.
Anyways, before that, was at a function. People kept praising me on how I have changed. Weird lah, cos the last time they saw me was like two weeks ago. And they said I have changed alot since then. What rubbish. Hahaha =)
Was on the way home around 11:10pm when Simon called.
Anyways, when I was on break today, Koay Ling saw me walking towards Ming Tien. Called me and she joined me for a while. Was nice to see her. She said college life has changed me alot too. Hur. She looks abit more tanned now. Nice Nice.
When I was going up the escalator after that, someone called out my name. I seriously didn't know who was that. I was too heavy hearted to just turned around and ignore her as she looked very very friendly. So, I just waved my hand and smiled. I was dead blur. She looked happy. I think it might be Laura cos that's the only person I cannot remember how she looked like. I hope it's her too.
Other than that, got lah all those small small matters where I meet familiar faces and stuff. Lazy lah wanna tell. Am damn happy now. So tas. =)
posted by tIcKLeMe 10:38 AM

Pah! Such a tiring day. Just got back from Bukit Oug. I wanna go to the rave at Cyberjaya tomorrow so badly but well, no transport. I was at the airport today. To pick up my Australian cousin, Jocelyn and her Syrian friend, Rowena (I think that's her name). Had my dinner at 11pm, in Ming Tien, Sunway. My family and the rest were having their supper. I was so dead hungry. I last had a meal ( very light one ), at about 2 something pm. Jo toured Rowena throughout Sunway. It was because I brought Jo around Sunway last December. DJ Daryl and Samantha showed us around too. Talking about that two, we were suppose to meet up with them at QBar but well, Jo might be going out with them tomorrow, so we didn't meet up. Today, work was nothing much to talk about. Business was slow. Went out with Vy Wen and Ka Wai after that. Today sure was funny. We had to use spoons and small straws to drink up our bubble teas. It was hilarious! =)
When I got home about 6pm, I had the most terrible headache ever. I went to bed straight away. When I got up, it was about 8.10pm. Dad woke me up because we were suppose to go to KLIA. Nothing much. Nice to meet Jo though. *hargs*
posted by tIcKLeMe 10:04 AM

Grrr... just got up. *yawns*. My mom's no where in sight. Wonder where has she gone to. It's weird for her to just leave house without telling me, or at least, leave a note. Hrmphs.
One of the carps I bought yesterday night died. =(
I think I'll get more fishies today. I like to see them swim. So nice, so calm and so soothing. =)
Colin will be coming back from Aussie today. Told him to give me a ring. Well, hrmphs, we'll see if he really calls. =)
My head is still aching. I don't know what the hell is seriously wrong with me. Hrmphs.

posted by tIcKLeMe 9:34 PM

Weee! I finally got my new pairs of shoes. Went to Bukit Bintang with my mom. It took us nearly half an hour before we manage to get a cab from the Masjid Jamek LRT station. Well, guess who I met on my way to Lot 10? I met the ever adorable Song Jun~! He has red hair now. *hrrmphss*. Was shocked to meet someone familiar there too.
Well, after we got home, my dad decided to bring us go aquarium shopping. The story was that yesterday, when my parents went for a walk at the park, they met this man who was about to let go 2 red horn fishes, 1 sucker fish, and 2 angel fish into the pond. My mom volunteered to keep it.
Too bad one of the angel fish didn't survive. It was pretty unique and nice. Poor fish. =(
Was admiring this Panadol advertisement just now. I think it is one of the most adorable advertisement that I have ever seen. The babies in animal costumes are such a yummy sight. It makes me feel happy... and ... calm. =)
Okays, watching AntZ now. Tas.
posted by tIcKLeMe 7:57 AM

Grr.. got up this morning with a terrible headache. I had a lousy sleep. So lousy that it felt like as though I did not sleep at all. I tried going to bed at 4am but I kept tossing around my bed till it was about 6 something am. Yes, he is still haunting my mind. Jason "nephews" tried to talk some senses into me but it is not like it will help me or something. I know myself well enough. I am a stubborn bitch. I do things my way and I do not like listening to others. Well, not all though. But Brian ain't here anymore so that's a different story. I would like to explain more but hell, nobody actually wants to know. They have heard me complaining, grumbling and sulking about this like since the first time they knew me so I guess they are pretty imune to it. I love doing mistakes. Not literally, but well, yeah, I usually do mistakes even though I know they were not right from the very beginning. Anyways, heard from my mom one of her ex-colleagues are down with leaukaemia. Something that I was so called "diagnosed" with. Bloody freaking doctor. Grr.. and there was only a handful of ppl who actually bothered about it. I remember Chic Wern calling me once after not talking to him for a long time on how I was doing. I was as scared as hell, alright. But thanx w3rn, hugs. And I know someone who cared a hell lot as well. Brian. We actually once argued about that issue because I neglected my health. I was giving up hope. How I wish you will be back here, Brian. I miss all the disagreements and arguements we have had. I need you so badly again. How you always talk sense into my stubborn head. How you always get me out of all this lousy crappy shit I get myself into. I miss you so badly. =(
And I know if you were here, you would give me really kick-ass advice on how to handle the situation I am in now. Nobody can ever beat you, Brian angel. Love you so dearly. *squeezes you tightest*
Well, of course Jolyne and Evelyn cared about me too. Thanx. *hargs*.
Going shopping later with my mom in Bukit Bintang. Take Care.
posted by tIcKLeMe 8:56 PM

I am missing him so badly that I think it's giving me tummy aches. I hate it when I have to watch all these lovey-dovey scenes and I know that I am not part of it. Well, at least, not at the time being. I couldn't help myself from changing the channels to watch "Impian" or "The Practice". Not that I like Malay movies but maybe because it was a romance story that made me change the channel. I hate it but I can't help myself to it too. =(
Everytime when I am at work, or when I come online or when my phone rings, I hope it was something that has to do with him. I hoped that he will come and look for me at work, I hope he will come online and when my phone rings, I really do hope it was his phone call too. I hate it when I am in love. I told myself I was not suppose to feel this way because usually, although at the first few stages, I am at cloud nine but in the end, I am the one that end up being depressed, troubled and all those shit. I have been through it, so I know it well enough. I know how the ending will usually be. I am never satisfied with things or it's the other way round, at times. Very slight chance though. Enough on that.
Work sucks. Well, it was okay but the journey to work sucked. I got my head hit twice. Once by this bitch who was so clumsy that she banged my head with her file, accidentally of course. The second time was this bald old man who was carrying oranges in a bag. He was trying to get out of the bus in a hurry. The bus was packed too.
Met my cousin, Karen and her boyfriend in Pyramid. Her boyfriend is not bad looking, only thing was, he was deaf and a lil dumb. He could speak a little but well, it was more of a mumbling kind. Well, bless them both. Their relationship just started not too long ago, if I am not mistaken. Nothing else to say rite now. I am still hoping he will be in soon. Ta.
posted by tIcKLeMe 9:24 AM

Work was dead boring. I slept about an hour at work. Hehe, what a bummer~! =)
I saw Sandra from far today. Didn't talk to her though because I was sitting behind the counter. Had my daily bubble tea. I think I am way too addicted to it. Today's bubble tea was way too bitter. Sadly, it was horrible. I am going to grow fatter and fatter if I keep drinking bubble tea everyday. Saw DJ Daryl and Samantha today. They were sitting at the DJ's area in QBar. Saw them from the back so they didn't see me. Nothing else to say. Tired. Caren ffked me, btw. Hrmphs. =)
posted by tIcKLeMe 7:21 AM

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